LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU

...the more space i get the better i write...

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 20:12:03 GMT

...well i hope everyone had a good 4th...i know i did...

...things have been going good lately...i cant complain...

...we just hang out...we just chill...thats all...

...searching for somebody just to stay with for the night...

Wed, 17 May 2006 18:15:11 GMT

...so yeah...im going to disneyland on the 24th i think...it should be fun...

...i work a lot...like 8-9 days in a row...its cool though cause im making money...

...vegas in a month hopefully...who wants to go...

...sound the alarm...

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 22:45:33 GMT

...so i went to disneyland yesterday with angie...good times...good times...we hang out everyday...its awesome...

...got the new saves the day record...even though i had it before thanks to shawn...i got the real thing...best record ever...seriously go get it...now...

...lets do it...

...when i see that look in her eyes...

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 03:50:04 GMT

...im lame...i miss people...

...lately all ive wanted to do is sit around and watch movies...

...im trying to eat healthier...no meat or chicken...trying to drop some weight...

...i wanna go to disneyland really bad...i think ima go tuesday...which will be a much needed trip...

...mae is awesome...so is no warning...

...lets hang out...go to the beach...get some food...watch a movie...and fall asleep...

...38...

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 22:14:34 GMT

...so ive been hanging out with old friends...its been nice...

...sooo good...

...the old days could be the new days...

...im turning over a new leaf...whatever the fuck that means...

...girls become lovers who turn into mothers so mothers be good to your daughters too...

...i wanna get tattooed...

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:11:44 GMT

...yeah...waking up...going through the motions...i have nothing to look forward to as of late...i dont know...its gay...im gay...

...fuck the ones you love...love the ones you fuck...

...yeah yeah...

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 01:23:16 GMT

...went to disneyland...it went just as planned...awesome...

...i miss you already...dropping you off at the airport was terrible...2 weeks...love ya...

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:55:50 GMT

...so its back to this shit...

...ita amazing how quickly things go back and forth...its like being 17 or 18 all over again...hahahaha...only now i just have a dependency problem...

...fuck it...back to old habits...hahaha...i never thought i would either...

...whatever whatever...ill talk to you when i talk to you...

...i love gay shit...

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 21:43:57 GMT

...yeah...21 1/2 days till the best time ever...i can't wait...i love this shit...and i love you...

...john mayer rules...

...i have today off...my first one since the 16th...lets hang out...

...YYYEEEAAAHHHH BBOOOOYYYYY...

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 19:25:41 GMT

...so yeah just been hanging out...nothing really to do...

...still going to the d-land...17th-19th...its gonna be the best trip ever...i mean EVER...

...miss a lot of people...you guys can call me...or i'll call you...

...yeah...i can't wait...im counting down the days...

...im so lame...i go to the disneyland site at least once a day...thats how excited i am...fuck...

...yeah yeah...

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 23:52:14 GMT

...went to dave and busters a couple of nights ago...it was way fun...actually it was the most fun i had since someone left...

...everyone needs to hang out more...and do shit like that...its awesome...

...i love my life right now...and everyone that is a part of it...

...28 DAYS MOTHER FUCKERS...

...stop talking shit...

...dependency...what a bitch...

...again...hanging out rules...do more of it...

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 20:17:07 GMT

...so i got to see reid yesterday and meet his fiance...it was good times...

...i need a haircut...who wants to cut my hair...ill pay you...

...went to disneyland a couple of days ago...it was fun...

...now i gotta wait another month and a half to see you again...which sucks...but i think i can hold out...love ya...

...who wants to go play pool...for some reason i like doing that shit now...

...fall out boy still rules...

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 19:14:58 GMT

...so yeah...happy new year to everyone...hope everyone was safe and had a good time...

...i cant wait till everyone gets back so we can play on the 3rd...fuck...

...who wants to hang out...im free all this next week in the afternoon...

...fuck it...

...you can keep it so will you...

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:57:30 GMT

...i didn't get to go to arizon a with everyone...fucking gay...be safe have fun...tell everyone i said i love them...and i'll see you guys when you get back and we'll play on the 3rd...

...things are going good...i knew that would happen...

...i went to the warehouse with the rest of my gift card that my aunt got me and bought the counterfit ep...i forgot how much i love that band...

...i love you...even though you're an alcoholic who chain smokes...geez you're worse then me...

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 17:59:29 GMT

...i dont really care what anyone says...that new kanye west record is good...that song roses makes me sad though...some of you know why...if youve heard the song and know me...

...fuckyoufuckthatfuckthisfuckmefuckeverythingfuckeveronefucksomeone...fuck...

...in case you're wonderin...this is for you...

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:54:57 GMT

...mike and i are waiting for 5 o clock to roll around so we can go get more alcohol...but thats besides the point...

...this weekend was awesome...i wish you never had to leave...

...went to disneyland with the best girl ever...i know you're jealous...it was her day...

...i love you...and i already miss you...is that bad...

...im in love...and i love my love...this is how it suppose to be...

...thank you for being you...and loving me for being me...

...always remember where you park at the d land...

...i cant wait till the 22nd...

...and i swore that six weeks would never hust so good again...infected with affection i live with know regrets...and what if 6 weeks turned out exactly how we planned...postage marked seven days too late i need you here...

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:09:35 GMT

...oh man things are soooo good...except that youre not here...thats the only bad thing...

...yeah...

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 03:44:33 GMT

...so yeah hung out with you this weekend...it was awesome...just like how it should be...its like nothing has changed...

...aww man soneone spilled frawg in the middle of the freeway...

...i miss you already...how gay is that...

...yeah yeah...

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 16:42:39 GMT

...so the things that have gone on are awesome...

...went to vegas...seriously the best time of my life...loved it...saw david hasselhoff...it ruled...

...still love my job...

...waiting to see whats gonna happen with all this...hopefully good stuff...

...no offense to anyone but ima lay it out...fighting is gay...but if someone makes a choice to its their choice...so stay the fuck out of it...you dont have to be involved...you dont have to support it...cause it wasnt you...and intelligent people will understand that...so maybe instead of worrying about your image...you should worry about one of your "friends" getting mugged on...oh yeah im on probabtion for 3 years...i dont really think people are judging you cause of what went on at grossmont...tmn get over it...dont be weiners...you know i love you guys...again...fighting is gay....

...yeah you know the internet lingo...

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 18:30:56 GMT

...so yeah im rolling on about 2 hours of sleep right now and its totally sweet...im seriously not even that tired...this weekend has been fucking awesome...ive been up at andrews the whole time...hung out with everyone friday night...then saturday ate at chilis cause its how we roll...hondo is in town...awesome...played 1/2 of a papa roach song at the best show ever...hahaha...LAME...then went to scars of tomorrow...fun times...hung out with hondo...nick...andrew...tony...sven...tyler...and joel...awesome...went to bed at around 7 in the morning...work today...but i dont even care...cause i think were all hanging out tonight...and then tj again on monday...hell yeah...

...people who are making things so much easier...tyson and mikie...the tripod...fuck yeah

...hondo for having a totally sweet beard...

...trigger my nightmare as a whole...especially tony...andrew and brandon...

...nick...joel...sven...tyler...for being sketchy fucking dudes...

...and someone who lives out of town...who i will be seeing in 2 weeks...and things will be how they are supposed to be...

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 18:33:01 GMT

...so yeah i dont have internet so i can never update this damn thing...so im up at andrews house chillin out...its totally sweet...hung out last night...hondos in town so i think were gonna hang out today...its gonna be sweet...i cant wait...house show tonight...then hang out up here again...you were suppose to be here this weekend and now your not...thats gay...so yeah call one of us up if you wanna hang out...

...oh yeah and im living at my parents house so call me there 5622077...

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:08:42 GMT

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 23:23:40 GMT

...mike and mikie are playing some game that mke played in jail to pass the time...sweet...

...i was supposed to go up l.a. today to deal with some shit...but my family got in the way...hahaha...of course...

...the show got moved from monday the 8th to wednesday the 10th...but i still expect to see everyone there...the squad...trigger my nightmare...life in pictures...ground zero...be there or ill hate you for life...

...who wants to hang out...i do...

...i need that shit...

...get the jelly you twat...

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 22:16:20 GMT

...so ive been bouncing around lately...its pretty sweet...

...hopefully im getting a job at vons in santee...that should be cool...i hope that it goes through...

...im gonna miss hanging out...but i guess its time to buckle the fuck down...

...so...task one...get a job...

...task two...quit smoking...

...task three...romance some girl...who actually wants to be...

...you gave me strength...

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 19:54:01 GMT

...so hopefully we will be having a small get together sometime this weekend...
...cause its the last weekend and something has to go down...
...we did the gang vocals yesterday for the squad it was fun...i cant wait to hear it all done up and shit...
...speaking of the squad...august 8th...ground zero...the squad...trigger my nightmare...life in pictures...be there...
...practice today...
...youre over it...

...operation get josh a girl friend...lets do this shit...